Faith
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Last week, as we began our series on
faith, I furnished you with an initial definition: faith is seeing with your heart. This week, I want to look at another facet of the gem of belief.
This is another descriptive phrase designed to help you understand what faith
is and how it operates.
Let us begin with the idea that faith
is first belief. That sounds redundant, I know, but follow me. Faith is my
initial reaction of belief when I hear something. Think of Lot and his peers,
for example. When the angels brought the news to the cities of Sodom and
Gomorrah of their soon coming destruction each hearer had to decide whether to believe
or scoff. Lot, for all the criticism justifiably hurled at him later, reacted
first with belief.
Faith begins with the instinctive, or
perhaps I should say initial, pointing of the arrow of the compass of my heart
toward, “Yes, I believe that.” I was a very young boy when my parents told me
the Bible was the Word of God. I believed them. I believed It. I reacted in
faith. I was very young when I was taught that Jesus was God’s Son, that He
died on the cross for me, that He rose from the dead for me, that He is coming
again for me, and that He would take care of me in the intervening period. My
first reaction, my initial response was to believe.
Though it is true to say that faith is
first belief, it is also incomplete. For intellectual honesty, personal
experience, and biblical example show us that the initial belief is soon mixed
with doubt. Cast your mind back to the Garden of Eden. When God limited the
trees that Adam and Eve could eat from in Genesis 2.16-17 and promised
them the negative consequence of death if they disobeyed they initially
responded with belief. Yet within just a few verses we find the devil sowing
the seed of doubt into that faith in Genesis 3. Yea, hath God said? God
spoke. The initial response was belief. That belief was soon followed by doubt.
The devil understands how powerful
faith in God is and how much God values it. Consequently, there may be nothing
he works quite so hard to subvert and destroy. He does this several different
ways, as we shall see, but one of the very first ways he does is by attempting
to sow doubt into the ground of initial belief. He casts doubt on the
authenticity of God’s Word, on the infallibility of God’s Word, on your
understanding of God’s Word, and on your application of God’s Word. He casts
doubt on God’s timing, God’s power, and God’s willingness to honor His Word. And
on a thousand other things.
Do recall Israel’s response when they
first came to border of the Promised Land? Yes, they sent spies in but it was
not because they were uncertain whether they could or should go in, rather they
sought to determine how they should go in. Those spies were sent under God’s
direct instruction (Numbers 13.1-3) as a reconnaissance force. Only
later did they resolve themselves into a Committee of Doubt, determined to vote
themselves and the people of God directly out of obedience into sin. First
there was faith. Later, there was doubt.
I cast my mind back to one of my early
yet serious experiences with this. I surrendered to the ministry at fourteen,
and all through high school I carefully considered which Bible college I should
attend. I prayed about it, studied on it, and sought counsel about it. Finally,
I made my decision. I would attend Hyles-Anderson College. I believed – see the
faith? – that God was leading me there and that this is what God wanted. Yet as
the first semester rolled along and I kept losing jobs through no fault of my
own, as I watched my school bill mount and my inability to pay it mounted right
alongside guess what crept into my heart? You know the answer, right? Yep.
Doubt. Maybe I was wrong? Maybe this is not what God wanted? Maybe I did not
have what it took? Maybe I should quit? Yea, hath God said?
It is important for me to stress here
that I am not talking about scoffing and mockery. I am not talking about a
blatantly rebellious refusal to believe. I am talking about the normal or usual
sequence of events for God’s people. I am talking about someone whose initial
reaction is belief, but who very soon finds doubt creeping into their mind.
Fortunately, we are not yet done
laying out this progression. The first reaction to God’s Word is belief. This
initial reaction is soon followed hard on its heels by doubt. But then faith,
real faith, rises back up. It casts its eye on the Word of God and choosing to
ignore the siren call of doubt, it steps out on the belief. This then is the
progression: faith à doubt à stepping out on the belief. Ergo,
my second descriptive phrase for faith is born – faith is stepping out on the
belief.
Let us say I invite you to my home for
a meal. You readily accept, and step inside the door. I kindly take your coat
and hat and hospitably point you toward a rickety, cane-bottomed decorative
chair straight out of the eighteenth century. You pause. Why? You are weighing
– pun intended – the alternatives. The chair looks like its best centuries are
behind it. Your girth is substantial. Will it hold you up? Yet why would I
point you toward it unless I full well knew it was up to the job? Inside of you
a split-second war rages. On the one side is faith, trusting my judgment and
trusting that chair to hold you up. On the other side is doubt, accusing me of
malfeasance and insisting the chair is to be avoided. How do I know which one
of those two wins? By your actions. If you avoid the chair, doubt wins. If you
sit in the chair, faith wins. Faith is stepping out, or in this case sitting
down on the belief.
Every person reading this blog post
knows what it is like to entertain doubt in God and in God’s Word. But
entertaining that doubt does not damn you. Acting on the doubt would but
entertaining it does not. Your heart is revealed to God by your actions. If you
act on the belief even while doubt is present in your heart you are not
condemned for such. You are applauded in His world. Why? You are stepping out
on the belief.
If you care to examine the stories of
the great men of faith in the Scripture you will find this pattern repeated ad
nauseum. They were not scoffers. They did not have a faith unmixed by doubt.
Instead, when God spoke to them they reacted with initial belief, entertained
doubt as it crept in, and then stepped out on the belief even thought the
doubts were still present.
God instructed Abraham to leave his
home and family, and God promised to give him a new land and many, many
descendants. His initial response is belief, as evidenced by his leaving Ur.
Doubt, however, rears its head, as evidenced by the events surrounding Ishmael.
Yet when all was said and done we see in Romans 4 that Abraham had
clearly risked everything on the faith side of the ledger, and was thus
blessed.
Peter, on the darkest night of the
Apostle’s lives that side of the crucifixion, in desperate excitement turned to
a Jesus walking on the water and said, Bid me come unto thee on the water
(Matthew 14.28). Jesus uttered one word. Come. Is that being an apparition,
a ghost? Or is it his Messiah? Peter’s initial reaction is faith, evidenced by
the fact he stepped out of the boat. That faith was soon mixed with doubt, as
evidenced by the fact he began to sink. But in the final analysis, Peter
trusted in Christ, evidenced by the fact he cried out, Lord, save me
(Matthew 14.30). There are layers of faith and doubt interwoven through
this story but it is glorious to see Peter step out on the belief.
Understanding this puts the lie to one
of the more egregious scriptural fallacies about faith. That fallacy says faith
has to be pure, entirely unmixed with doubt, for God to bless it. The truth of
the matter is the complete opposite is revealed from one end of the Bible to
the other. This side of eternity faith is often mixed with doubt yet it is
exercised as faith and blessed as faith nonetheless – when we act on the faith
regardless of the doubt we feel or hold.
It is not unusual for me to come
across some long-standing saint of God making a second profession of faith in
Christ, or even making repeated professions of faith. It is not a lack of
understanding of the Gospel that drives such actions; it is rather a lack of
understanding of what faith is and is not. “Well, I’m not sure I really
believed the first time” is the rationale. It is an unscriptural rationale. We
are not saved by a pure faith unmixed with doubt. We are saved by a faith that
steps out on the belief, that casts itself solely on Christ as our hope for
redemption, forgiveness, and eternal life, a faith that views itself as
unworthy and wonders from time to time but obtains salvation for us
nevertheless. Even a little faith can move mountains. Even just a grain of
faith. Yes, there is Bible teaching that a strong faith is not mixed with
doubt, but faith does not start there. It must grow to that point via long
experience with God. And to say that God does not honor faith unless and until
it is entirely free from doubt is not only illogical, it is just plain wrong.
Let me prove it to you.
In Mark 9 we find the story of
a man afflicted with a demonically oppressed son. Jesus was not available but
the next best thing – His disciples – were. So he presents his son to the
Apostles asking for deliverance only to see the Apostles fail miserably. In one
of the most encouraging personal interchanges in the entire Gospel record we
find Jesus seeks first to ascertain the man’s faith. Jesus said unto him, If
thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth. That
sounds like it comes straight out of a Pentecostal television broadcast. What
follows next most assuredly, however, does not. And straightway the father
of the child cried out, and said with tears, Lord, I believe; help thou mine
unbelief. If the fallacy is true, if our faith has to be pure, unmixed with
doubt, in order for God to honor it this guy and his son do not have a
snowball’s chance in hell. But that is not the case. Instead, we find a
rejoicing father and a young boy gloriously delivered. Why? Because the father,
though justifiably filled with doubt, stepped out on the belief. He came to
Christ. He asked of Christ. He threw himself, doubts and all, on Christ. And
was delivered.
Beloved, you do not have to be some
kind of super-Christian in order for God to respond to your faith. You do not
have to measure up to the stature you imagine Bro. So-and-so to be. No. When
the doubt comes – when, not if – you just have to step out on the belief.
That is faith.
Thank you. This particular blog post helped me tremendously. I am comforted by it. I appreciate the Biblical examples that helps get your overall point across. And I say "Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief".
ReplyDeleteGreat Blog. I received confirmation through this blog about my own walk of Faith and put to rest some doubt I was having.. Praise the Lord.
ReplyDeleteThank you. This was very encouraging and helpful.
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